Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Ouch.

There's that cramp - low and angry on my right side, that makes me wonder - despite it all - could I be?

But I know I'm not, and I'm hiding from taking a test because - hello, I'm bleeding, it's SOO not happening - but the same cramp, in the same spot, all the time? Maybe it's a been fighting to not be broken free.

I don't know.

It's not HOPE, really. It's - wondering. It's - craving. It's desire.

And it makes the pain worth something - maybe, if it was true.

*snorks*

Well. Pointless pain. Well, at least it was a shorter period this go around!

 

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