Huh?

ARRRGH.

One word – six syllables: AAAA-AAAAA-RRRRRR-GGGGGGG-UUUUU-HHHHHHH. If you actually try to say that – you’ll sound like a severely sick seal.  Try it.  Heh. See??

Sugar is bad, sugar is evil, sugar makes me wanna crawl under my desk and become Jasmyn Van Winkle. *sighs* But that Chai was just so very good. 

I have work to do, but it’s all very very boring work.  And doing boring work while tired is the worst thing as far as work goes.

So – I had fun last night. Went out, ate well, talked for like HOURS about all kinds of fun stuff. *sighs* It was just a load of tricks and fun. I didn’t get home until almost 10:30 – so that was bad.

*lloooonnnggg break*

Um okay. Lunch sucked *gag* afternoon snack sucked *gag* I’ve decided that I’m NOT going to do the Weight Management thing – instead I will use the 700.00 that I would have spent on that and getting a new computer.  Got a crapload of information from other complexes in the mail yesterday – I need to figure out a way to organize all of it. Heh – Friday night is going to be fun. 

I’m looking at planning this blasted wedding again and I’m all *gag* about it.   My main things are food, photography and location. I’m looking at a couple of wonderful cheap locations – but I need to go out and actually see them. Food? Ugh.  Catering (plus all the rentals) is too bloody expensive – though this one place does have a kitchen and they have tables & chairs and dammit I KNOW I can find some cheap table clothes and centerpieces. *sighs*  Hm.  *shrugs* If I ever get a Saturday off without requesting it I might go there – or even tomorrow!  *thinks* And maybe have a passed hor’derves with a early afternoon wedding. Eeek.
The thing is you see - once a location is settled on, everything else will have to settle into place. And I have to find THE place. I have a vision in my head, and dammit if I can't get married on the beach - I damn sure am going to have the woodland wedding I want!! *makes spoiled rotten brat face*

I've realized lately that I am SOOO Spoiled. I want things when I want them, how I want them, and perfect. Yet I can think of very few times in my life where I had the wherewithal to actually be able to pull it off. *sighs* I'm gonna be a bridezilla.

Rambling generally. Don’t want to go to work tonight. Sleepy.  Need to call Nee and see if she got my card.

Blargh.  Only have one hour left though. Maybe.

Jasmyn