So looonng (I think)

ever notice
how people have dreams
that as soon as
they do that thing
everything else will be peaches and cream
ever notice
how easy people lie
to save themselves they say
a heart bruised like a black eye
ever noticed how
just noticing
makes ever thing seem
so clear

*muttering under her breath* Must find surveys…something to make me think… maybe a nice philosophical one.. nothing too sappy… just hm hm hm… survey survey survey….AH poetry… there.. got that out of my head… survey survey survey….hmmm another of IceChica’s meebe…hm hm hm….then again…maybe no surveys… don’t feel like typing just reading.. hm hm hm.. lazy lazy girly *wanders off through the Land of Random Diaries (did ya hear the echoes???)

Stay Jazzed…. And if I am not back to write until 01… have a Merry Christmas, a Happy New Year and a Jolly Jolly Holiday!!!

Anudda Stolen Survey

Survey Shamelessly stolen from Ice Chica… what’s this I hear about 30 bucks???

01)how old are you?
23 and 341 days.
02)How many guys(girls)have you dated?
Ummm date. Thinking monogamous exclusive kinda thing? At least on MY part? 6.
03)Who was your first love?
*blushes* oh my… This round-headed kid ( I PROMISE you he looked like a dark-skinned Charlie Brown) named Rashid that my mom was homeschooling with me. My first crush had to have been one of my mom’s closest friends son’s Abdul-Matin. He is 3 years older than me and SUCCCH a dreamy boy.
04)with whom was your first kiss? describe it:
First kiss? *LOL* Oh my… in the middle of the Galleria mall in Philly with this juvenile delinquent named Black (no that wasn’t his real name… I don’t think he ever told me) half hidden behind some phone booths. That kiss was what let me know I was a certified hot ASS. *umph umph umph*
05)How do you prefer to sleep? clothed or not clothed?
Buck booty nekkid. That is what sheets are for
06)Are you a virgin?
Um. No. That would negate me taking most of the rest of this test wouldn’t it?
07)What possition do you most like?
Depends…if he has a really big dick… doggy style. If he has a big dick missionary. If hes has a medium sized dick me on top. If he has a itty bitty dick… none at all!!
08)How many have you practiced?
A lot. Lost count a while ago.
09)Do you like anal sex?
Nahh… not really. I have to be really really really freaked out to do it.
10)Do you like oral sex?
I like giving… sometimes, but I only like receiving if the person knows what they are doing.
11)Do you swallow?
Yup.
12) Do you like masochism while having sex?
Ummm *blushes* well.. maybe a little bit…
13)What most excites you?
Ummm..most? *sighs* Freaking in semi-public.
14)Have you ever used a vibrator?
Yup…(note to Ice Chica: GET ONE!!!!!!! :) )
15)What is your sexual fantasy?
Ummmm see 13.
16)Where is the strangest place you have ever made love at?
In a park on the park bench. : ) I refused to ever eat off of public picnic tables again after that.
17)Would you sleep with someone you just met?
Yeah. One night stands have their place.
18)What’s the worst thing you’ve done when drunk?
Nothing really… I don’t get drunk in public sooo….
19)Have you ever done it while on your "monthly visitor" ?
Yeah…not too bad.
20)Have you ever done it on the beach?
YICK. Sand up the ass is NOT something I wanna feel…
21)Do you like the Black Kiss?
Something tells me that has something to do with kissing the ass…I will… but I don’t fall in the crack YEECH!
22)would you do it with an animal?
WOW NOW THAT IS SO NASTY!! NOOOOOOOOOOO THATS SICK! <------ double ditto for me
23)Do you scream or are you the quiet type in bed?
*blushes* Umm… my neighbors have been known to knock on the wall on occasion. *sighs*
24)Have you ever done it in public? Why?
Yes…. I was in high school and we didn’t have any other place to do it.
25)Have you ever introduced a foreign object in your bootie?
Um, welll… is a dick considered a foreign object? If so… yes. If not… NO. I never wanted to be one of those people that urban legends are based on.
26) when did you loose your virginity?
16


All done. :) That was fun…*prowls around for something else to steal*


Stay Jazzed.

yadda yadda yadaa

Boring day… took a personality test that said I rarely get bored. It’s true…unless I’m at work. Then bored bored bored silly I tell you. Mainly because I’m not allowed to do the things that would entertain me like reading and all that jazz. Ugh. Went shopping yesterday. Finished up Nee’s gift.. got one of the brought portions of Chef’s gift… still hunting for a bargain on the statue I wanna get for JJ. It’s a really really cute thing. I might post a picture of it if I can figure out how. Lazy Lazy me…

Emailed Papi yesterday. He is so busy it makes my head whirl, and reminds me again just how much I don’t wanna do this forever and ever. God. Years and years of this? No way….I have got to figure out what I can do that I will enjoy doing. Ugh. Annyyhooww….Me & Chef had a remarkably stupid argument a couple of days ago (our first.. ain’t that special) about whether we have problems. *laughs* I always thought it was the lady’s job to bitch and nag about not communicating… but this was a shocker. *sighs* I know I can be quiet sometimes but *rolls eyes and does her best valley girl voice* realllly!! I think he doubts that I can be vocal about that which pisses me off. Ugh. Anyhow.

This is my last last last day at work… I have to remind myself to cancel the AOL I have at home so they won’t charge me. *sighs* I really can’t afford to have AOL (ain’t that sad) so I might have to go back to the stupid stupid free ones. I wish the company had an internet connection you could access from home *sighs* One day one day….
Oh! Had my performance appraisal…it went rather well. Didn’t bitch as much as I could have, but I did a bit. He (my super) understood me feeling totally useless sometimes, and asked me if I saw anything else that I would like to do… * sighs* I wish I did… all the other jobs look just as boring as the one I have now. Butt….. I am in line for a raise (if I am good enough, performance is tied to raises) and that would be nice. Plus the little bonus check that we get in February (which I think will buy me a living room set) and maybe a gift or two for me. Hmph. Then maybe I will get AOL for good! *LOL*
Have to be sure my hair is nice and lovely when I leave (if you can’t tell I’m rambling and my fingers are simply FLYING across this keyboard baby!!! And my spelling isn’t half bad either)… I have been thinking about dying it again.. but I think I will like the two-toniness of it as it grows out. YAY! Locs…. I haven’t told anybody at home that I actually took the leap so they should be all surprised and stuff. : )
2:23pm… an hour and some junk minutes before I can escape…*YAY* Going shopping again today. I have an eye docotr appointemnt tommorow and she is going to put that yucky make my eyeballs all big stuff in my eyes… so that will end my shopping spree for tommorow. I guess that means that I need to be good and take my contacts out before I go to sleep tonight. *sighs* I am thinking about getting some pretty lights and decorating my balcony…. Not for Christmas…but just because I like pretty lights… : )

OH!!! IceChica just posted a survey that I simply MUST steal….

Stay Jazzed.

'ello There

Just realized that I might need to start writing a little more…since in a few days I will be all written out, and shan’t have access to a decent PC for another two weeks. Besides, I feel bad that I have been enjoying others work for the past few days, and yet have not actually contributed anything of my own. Ah well… that is what going home is all about. Anyhow…I am working on gifts as I type…. I have figured out part of Chef’s gift…all of Nee’s gift, and all of JJ’s gift. Baby Boy and LittleOne and the rest of Chef I have no clue of. *sighs* Part of Chef’s gift is homemade… I hope he likes it. I was reading something that said the best gifts are those given from the heart, because they would be liked by the giver and the receiver. That is what I am trying to do with all of my gifts….without trying to turn into some kind of Martha Stewart and do it all myself. I still think Christmas is the most commercialized, over-stressed, expensive holiday there is…but I like giving gifts, especially good ones, and I shall try to enjoy every moment of it. I had a grand old time shopping yesterday, finding a good part of Chef’s gift(s), some lovely cards (that I will work on putting just the right sentiment in) and some lovely wrapping paper that has absolutely nothing about Christmas on it.
Hmm.. in other news, work is dragging again.. but thankfully tomorrow is my last day. Then I have an eye appointment, shopping, hair doing, packing, cooking, loving, and maybe a little gift giving to do before I leave. *smiles* Then I will be home with my fremily…

I have gotten totally sucked into the world of Torin, the latest EC. Man…. The writing is great, it has strong loving women in it and loving strong men in it, plus Forest Folk.. I mean really… this story book is SOOOOO totally up my alley it scares me. I consumed the entire Torin Series in three days, and wrapped up the Watcher in two. Man… I have started working on the series of novels that I had started before…and this has given me some real encouragement about me being able to do what I wanna do…as far as writing goes. And then, part of Chef’s gift is something that I want to do, as far as photography goes… : ) maybe I am shifting into momentum some….hopefully.

Well…. I think I am off to read some more and poke around a little more in other folks lives….

Stay Jazzed.

White and Green Stuff

UGHHHHHHH!!!!!!! It’s snowing. Forgive me, I mean it snowed. Lots and lots and lots of white fluffy CRAP everywhere. It’s cold and sharp and melt and leaves really icky little icy water puddles EVERYWHERE. And it doesn’t even have the decency to form itself into half decent snow-balls. *sighs* Anyhow…Anything interesting going on in my life? Not really… I’m winding down to the last week of work this year, and I am still on the mental hunt for gifts. Really don’t know what I am going to get Chef…but I will figure something out. From the things he has suggested, he apperently thinks that I am made of money…or he is just tripping in general. Hmm… it’s an interesting thing about me…I am willing to give when not asked, but the more I am asked the less likely I am to give. *shrugs* Side effect of my contrary nature I suppose.
Anyhow….there are some big major disgusting christmas sales going on in the convention center and at the state fair grounds, so I will be going there after work today and getting some cheap cool stuff for gifts. *sighs* I really can’t wait for this day to be over… I am sooo ofreaking tired, and it is only 11:20… I got here la te as all get out to because I overslept…apperently this drug I am on makes all my normal PMS symptoms go over board. I usually get a little more fatigured the week before my period, but this…I slept like the dead…the very very very dead.

Ah. Don’t have much to say… actually have some work to do that I am trying my dammedest to drag out. Ah welll….maybe I’ll write a bit more later….

The OD Survey (yes...I'm bored again)

1) How many diaries are on your favourites list? 62
2) How many of them are the same sex as you? 41
3) Are they generally older, younger or about the same age as you? A range, very few younger though, and only by a year or two
4) How often do you have conversations with fellow diarists purely in note from? Full blown conversations? None…a few brief chats though
5) Are your favourite diarists more or less important to you than your "real" friends (i.e. the ones you have met in person)? Apples and oranges.
6) Did you object to the use of the word "real" in the above question? Yes…most of my favorites are my friends, or at least we have some sort of bond.
7) Has receiving that special note or notes made your day? If so, how often? *grins* I’m a note junkie so getting ANY note makes my day.
8) When reading other people's diaries do you stick to your favourites, click on random, read the diaries of the people who leave you notes, or what? All of them.
9) Do you or have you ever suffered from depression in any form? Possibly for a brief span of time
10) Would you say that the average OD diarist is happier or sadder than you? Sadder, much much sadder.
11) Do you ever worry that your OD persona appears to be more popular than you are in "real life"? *laughs* sometimes…Jazzy can be a handful.
12) How many times have you changed:
a) your diary style: I don’t remember… 6? 8?
b) your diary description: hmmm……3 or 4 I think.
c) your diary or user name: My user name once…my diary name? Twice I think.
13) Why did you change them? Jaguara just wasn’t me anymore…I got bored with the other diary name.
14) Would you, or have you, ever met another OD user in the flesh? I haven’t..at least not one that I didn’t know before the OD, but I would love to.
15) Do you e-mail many people from OD? Occasionally.
16) How much do you censor your diary? Very little.
17) Is this because you are worried about people you know reading about it or is it just that some things should not be written about? Umm..more because I am in denial and would prefer to not write about certain things.
18) Approximately what proportion of your diary entries consist of surveys? Ummm… I would have to say under 5%.
19) How many of these did you write yourself? Most of the entries, but the ones I didn’t write I say so…none of the surveys, most (if not all) of the poetry.
20) How different are you from what you imagine your diary readers perceive you as? Very little…I think I might seem a lot more neurotic on here than I really project in person.

Grr.

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That's it!

Yapping

I hate the water in this city. It makes my skin dry, gray and slightly icky. Besides that, it tastes funny. Without me realizing it, I gave up my sleepy Saturday. *sighs* Me and Chef are going to go and see DnD The Movie before he has to go to work instead which will be very cool…though I am not sure if it beats being amazingly lazy. *smiles* But then again, being awake with him will be cool too.
Minor Rant:
Why the hell are people in this city so damn rude? Just….IG-Nor-RANT! Ugh….
End of minor rant

I’m sleepy and I wanna go home like NOW. *sighs* Only two more hours. And I’m bored. I’m too sleepy to take a survey…and none of me fav’s wanna WRITE. Hm. Random button it is….

Stay Jazzed

Hungry Hormones

Oh thanks ya’ll for all the notes & stuff….*smiles* Sometimes I wonder if he can read my mind, ‘cuz he always manages to pull something off at JUST the right time.
*grins* I come home from my appointment last night (more on that later), not only was he there, the house was neat, it smelled good, and he had cooked me an absolutely AMAZING dinner. We ate, had lovely conversation, watched a good movie while snuggled…then there was a little spice. : ) In the process of the conversation, he commented that he thought about going home, but changed his mind when I got home. I asked him why he wanted to go home, and he gave me such a simple answer…”Because I live there” Urgh. Yeah….that makes sense.. *sighs* he WOULD have to make sense wouldn’t he? Ah well….did I mention the dozen white roses? *sighs* I just LIKE being around him… and I want more more more…but… I will give him his home time. *sighs* so now my quandry is…should I still ask for more day-light time? Or…should I just work with the fact that he rarely sees his house while he is working, and his days off are really the only time he has time to be AT home?

Okay… the appointment took WAY too freaking long (I remember why I don’t like doctors), but the news was mostly all good. I’m not pregnant (I KNEW it…) but I may have some abnormal hormones levels. Why? They have no clue, and as I saw a nurse practioner, she more or less just w anted me to wait and talk to the doctor. *laughs* I have never seen a medical professional look so baffled before in all my life. They just KNEW I was pregnant (which would neatly explain everything) but once they saw for themselves that I wasn’t….welll…bafflement. So they probed me *ugha* and poked me (getting my blood drawn isn’t fun anymore) and gave me a prescription for some drug that will induce my period (won’t THAT be fun) and sent me on my merry way.

Ummm… I’m looking forward to my weekend…I plan on being an utter Lazy Jazzy. Finalllllyyy.. I will have a Saturday where I can sleep until the sun goes BACK down. : )


Stay Jazzed.

The List

Okay… I got this idea from   Zoe~ …
This is my list of 100 things I would like to do in my life, some are possible, some I dream of, others can only happen IN my dreams, some I may have already done…but this is my list.  I wonder how much of a pull it will be to get 100 things out of my head? Or will I find 100 to be too few?

1. Go to Egypt and stare at the stars
2. Sleep under water
3. Cruise all seven seas
4. Visit Africa
5. Bring my family back together
6. Find my passion
7. Write a novel that more than just my friends think is good
8. Have an exhibit of my art in a museum before I die
9. Work for National Geographic as a photographer
10. Go on an archaeological dig for the Mayans or  the Egyptians
11. Go into outer space
12. Watch a meteor shower
13. See a comet
14. Give birth…more than once
15. Make new friends
16. Get married
17. Buy the perfect house
18. Learn how to drive
19. Learn how to speak
20. Write like I think
21. Exercise
22. Lose 100 pounds
23. Love myself
24. Fall in love
25. Never worry about money again
26. Learn how to be empathic
27. Learn how to be symphatic
28. Become a martial arts master
29. Become a ballerina
30. Get a tattoo
31. Learn Japanese
32. Forgive
33. Forget
34. Go through boot camp
35. Make my first million
36. See perfectly
37. Buy a new car
38. Bake a perfect loaf of bread
39. Fly the way I do in dreams
40. Make magic
41. Get  a cat
42. Go to New York City
43. Learn how to draw
44. Go EVERYWHERE!
45. Talk to  Maya Angelou and Octavia Butler and Alice Walker and Nikki Giovanni and Nsotake Shange
46. See  For colored girls who have considered suicide when the rainbow was enuf
47. Figure out my family tree
48. Become a super hero
49. Let go
50. Hold on
51. Create bigger dreams
52. Ride amtrak across america
53. Have a real honeymoon
54. Treat myself better
55. Speak UP!
56. Let my emotions go
57. Forgive myself
58. Become a better photographer
59. Become a worse doormat
60. Go white water rafting
61. Lock my hair
62. Go blond
63. Get shorter
64. Get taller
65. Play sports
66. Learn how to swim
67. Play a video game
68. Mingle
69. Grow old gracefully
70. Sa y what I mean and what I feel when I mean and feel it
71. Write more letters
72. Write more cards
73. Write more
74. Develop a personality
75. Finish what I start
76. Go out in the country and go camping under the stars
77. Buy a good telescope
78. Feel gorgeous
79. Splurge on myself
80. Go for what I don't know
81. Step out on Faith
82. Gain faith
83. Believe
84. Take singing lessons
85. See Meshell Ndgeachello and Janet Jackson and Jamaroqui and D'Angelo and Rachelle Ferrell and Macy Gray and Nina Simone and Boyz II Men  and Jill Scott in concert
86. Complete my music collection
87. Start my music collection
88. Become a collector of things
89. Become less sexist
90. Relate to that which is different
91. Create traditions
92. Grow Up
93. Stay in touch with my inner  child
94. Own my own bookstore
95. Create something totally new
96. Be healthy
97. Be strong
98. Be real
99. Get back all the friends I ever lost
100. Stay true to myself…


Bother…that was harder than I thought.

Stay Jazzed.

Nibble Nibble Gnaw Gnaw

Humph. I hate work. Really I do. Not sure if it’s my fault or works fault, but it’s hated all the same. I am going to see a NP today to get a general check-up to see if there is anything majorly wrong with my body. I know I’m not pregnant, and if I am it’s something STILL wrong, but I want to see…maybe it’s because of the weight I have been gaining, or maybe the weight is a side effect of another problem…who knows? The internet is a dangerous thing when it comes to self diagnosis. But…because of that I am leaving early, and somehow even though I hate work I feel bad about leaving early even though I really don’t have anything to do. I must admit, I felt better about my position on a teal when I was a Admin Assistant at a bank than I do now.
General worry-wort session 1.
Subject: Chef
Okay…I already know that I hate his working hours… he goes to work around 3 pm and gets off around 1 am. Clearly, that doesn’t leave much quality getting to know ya time…so on his days off…it just seems weird to me that he doesn’t come over until around midnight…even though he has been off all day and I have been home since 5. I understand the desire to linger in your own place and all…but I am starting to feel like a late night mami…slightly above a booty call, but not quite a girlfriend. Am I stressing? Of course I haven’t said anything to him about it…just like I haven’t said anything about some other things…mainly because to me there is never a good time for me to sit down and talk, and also because dammit I’m a punk….and I don’t know how to bring up the subjects without appearing to be a cheap grasping petty so & so. *sighs* I don’t know….

Ummm… a little more than an hour left at work… should I finish my work for the next two weeks or just leave it til tomorrow?? Maybe if I can find a survey….

Stay Jazzed….

I need more sleep

Fascinating. The world of internet personal ads.
Dream-time...drifting in a land of dreams with half seen images and memories floating through your every move.. I drift through dream-time until consciousness forces me back into the limited skull that I as human am doomed to endure.
Lately I have been feeling like I am limited in.. perception of what I can see and understand by being human. Like If I could somehow peel out of everything that I once thought I knew that I would be able to see what was wrong and what is right and somehow change my very skin so that it would fit smoothly over the lumps and bumps that I can’t even see. *sighs* I feel like I am sllloowly going crazy.
Anyway.
I have leapt into locking my hair full fledged. Over the weekend I tightened the roots, then washed it. It is much neater looking than I expected it to be, but it doesn’t have the same dense/heavy/thick feeling that it had before. Maybe it’s just too clean. But I am happy with it… *sighs*
Something is wrong with me and I can’t figure out what it is. My period is almost a month overdue, but according to *thinks* five pregnancy tests, I am not not not not not pregnant. : ( I don’t like it when my body starts to do it’s own thing. Especially after me being so regular and all. Hmmph. Made an appointment with the doctor, but the earliest I could get in was Jan 11th 01. *sighs* oh well…
Still trying to find a cheap flight to Philly for Christmas (from the Catholic Term Christ’s Mass, which was the mass that was performed near the winter solistice to lure the ‘pagans’ from the worship of their gods) break, but as I want one that is under 200.00 I think I might be out of luck. Ah well…

I’m off looking for more surveys…. Ta-ta…

Stay Jazzed.

LOOOOONNNNGGGGG Survey

Yes.. still on the survey kick... I have something swirling around in my head, but it hasn't settled enough to write about it....

Questions..
200. My name is...Jazzybelle, at least in the OD it is.
199. I was born on...01/13/1997.
198. I am...me
197. My hair colour is...dark brown.
196. My eye colour is...brown.
195. My shoe size is...9 womens.
194. My ring size is...depends upon which finger. I think my class ring is around a 6 3/4.
193. My bra size is....38F. I love my boobies but buying a good bra is HELL.
192. My theme song is...Gotta Be by Des’ree
191. I am allergic to...brazil nuts.
190. I live...in a high rise with a view.
189. The last three books I read are...Callahan’s Lady by Spider Robinson, Queen City Jazz by Kathleen Sombody, and Telezy Amberdion by James Schmitz.
188. My bed is...smoothly curving wrought iron with a futon mattress
187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex is...they are very different from us
186. I am glad that I am (male/female) because...it’s who I am.
185. A (guy/girl) that I have a crush on is...oh…I haven’t been crushed out in ages
184. My best female friends are...Nee-nee.
183. My best male friends are...interestingly enough, at this point, Chef
180. Three of my quirkiest habits are...counting steps as I walk down them, staring at the sky when I’m walking, picking at scabby spots
179. My favourite pajamas are...my skin.
178. A perfect kiss is...one that gets that tingle going deep in your stomach.
177. The last three CDs you bought are...hmmm… Angie Stone, Common, and Jazzyfatnastees.
176. The sexiest song I know is...Love by Paula Cole.
174. The bands I love to lip synch to in the car are...seventies jams.
173. I could not live without...air
172. My most treasured possession is...my camera
171. My three top pet peeves are...tardiness, dis-respecting elders, random rudeness
170. A question I am sick of answering is…”What do you want to do?”
169. The funniest quote I know is...umph. Never been good at the funny stuff. And most quotes I know that are funny are only funny in a rather limited context. With that said, it would have to be “We late!!”
168. The quote that "sums it all up for me" is... Everything must Change
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is tan/burn...tan.
165. One interesting fact that I know is...the origin of the saying you can’t have your cake and eat it too

I have/have not...
164. Been drunk before? Yup..but only once
163. Smoked? Smoked what? Hm. Never smoked the legal stuff, smoked the illegal a few times.
162. Broken the law? See above question
161. Played strip poker? Yes….
160. Cheated on a significant other? Yes…
159. Cheated on a test? Oh Yes….
158. Dated someone you met online? Nah. But I wrecked someones marriage that I met online.
157. Skinny dipped? Yup.

I do/do not believe in...
142. Love at first sight? Possibly…but I wouldn’t know it was love until much later
141. Luck? yup
140. Fate? Umhm. It’s the simple fact that what happens…happens
139. God? God? Nah.. supreme being.. yes
138. Aliens? Of course, how could we possibily be the only sentient beings in the infinity of the universe? That takes more egocentricity than even I have
137. Heaven? see "God"
136. Hell? On earth? Yep…see, I’m a pessimist because I know that heaven on Earth is a dream
135. Ghosts? Yup…if there is no heaven…
134. Horoscopes? Hm. Depends on how accurate they are, which means I believe in them in hindsight
133. Myself? Kinda

Either/Or...
132. Coke or Pepsi? It doesn’t really matter to me
131. Thin Crust or Deep Dish? Thin Crust…if I wanted all that bread I would make a grilled cheese sandwich
130. People or In Style? Neither
129. Hardcover or Paperback? Paperback…the day I start buying hardcover is the day I suddenly come into A LOT of money.
128. Math or English? English.
127. TV or Radio? Hmm…neither really . TV is okay, and so is Radio, but they are both just noise makers to me most of the time. .
126. Love or Lust? Both together is the ideal
125. Blondes or Brunettes? Brunettes…unless it is that really gorgeous golden blond that reminds you of sunlight of wheat.
124. Pools or Hot Tubs? Hmm…warmed pools.
123. Getting the Back Massage or Giving It? Ohhhh I need a massage SO bad…
122. E-Mail or Snail Mail? I wish snail, but unfortunately email.
121. Homecoming or Prom? Prom, two of them
120. High School or College? College, forever it seemed.
119. Oranges or Apples? Neither plain…unless they are tangerines
118. Curly or Straight Hair? What I got? Curly. What I always wished for? Slightly less curly, but still curly.
117. Boys or Girls? For what????

Here's what I think about...
116. Abortion: Pro choice. Nuff said.
115. Bill Clinton: Good president, dumb man.
114. Pre-Marital Sex: If mature enough to handle it..go head…
113. Religion: *sighs* What is called religion today tends to be mainly a cover for prejudice. True religion…is wonderful, but do any of them exisist anymore?
112. Hanson: mmm-bop!
111. Homosexuality: What’s there to think about?
110. Classical Music: peaceful
109. Sadaam Hussein: Another power hungry dictator that will get people killed.
108. Adoption: Sign me up. Twice.
107. Love: Nothing can be said that hasn't been said before, and all of it is true.
106. Divorce: Sometimes needed, usually painful, I hope I never have one

The last time I ______ was...
105. Took a shower: This morning.
104. Watched Bambi: The whole movie? Never
103. Cried: Umm… a few days ago… for no reason.
102. Received snail mail: A real honest-to-goodness letter from a friend? Oh my….early this year.
101. Went on a date (Who was it?): About two weeks ago, Chef
100. Went to the movies: About a week ago, saw Charlie’s Angels
99. Kissed a member of the opposite sex: ummm….Saturday morning.
98. Spoke a foreign language: Friday…pretending to speak Spanish.
97. Went to a wedding: never
96. Got dressed up: hmmm….it’s been a while…
95. Grew: Stopped growing up around a year ago… constantly growing around .
94. Rode a horse: ohhh…never.
93. Exercised: Really? About a year…walked with enthusiasm? About two days ago.
92. Ate: Dinner...Last night. Steak and cheese sandwiches

More questions...
91. On a work day, I get up at...varies, between 5:45 and 7
90. The ditziest person I know is...Roz
89. The person who makes me laugh the most is...myself
88. Which celebrity or famous person are you in love with...Love? no of them.
87. One thing I am pissed about right now is...my weight
86. Have you watched all the Star Wars movies? Yeah, but not in order and I couldn’t tell you the plots
85. For lunch I like...doesn’t really matter.
84. For supper I like...doesn’t really matter.
83. The last movie I saw in theatre was...Charlie’s Angels
82. The thing I notice first about the opposite sex is...eyes
81. One question that I want answered is...how long can it last?
80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is...Maybe.
79. The best kisser is...ohhhh… Black..the first and the best, turned me OUT in the mall. .
78. This Christmas Break I...think I am going home…but I’m not sure
77. This Spring Break I...don’t ‘get’ one, but I might GIVE myself one.
76. This Summer Vacation I...see Spring Break
75. The biggest misconception about me is...that I'm not shy.
74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most is...working for my photography.
73. The winter...icky and cold and stuff. I like SUMMER.
72. The spring...is better than winter…but not as good as SUMMER.
71. The summer...is hot hot hot, and sunny and lovely and thunderstormy and….just SUMMER
70. The fall...icky because it’s approaching winter..
69. People make a big deal out of this number because...they have dirty minds *wiggles eyebrows*
68. I want to go to college...been there, done that
67. People call me...by my name
64. Are you offended by the existence of teenyboppers? No, as long as they stay away from me
63. Do you have a hard time waking up? Depends if I’m alone or not.
62. The person who knows the most about me is…possibly Papi…
61. The person who can read me the best is...my mom. It’s scary.
59. Do you respect/fear/like your parents? I LOVE my mommy. The sperm donor is of no consequence to me.
58. I have the following siblings: Just me, myself and I.
57. My favourite people are...hmm…my friends at ‘home’
56. My zodiac sign is...Capricorn, stubborn and monetary as all get out.
55. The person I thought I was in love with was: JEH…ugh
54. What did you love about him/her? He was a friend.
53. The best date I ever went on was: *smiles* walking around the canal with Chef
52. The person I find myself spilling my guts to is...my OD… for most things.
51. I wish...for money to never have to worry about bills, and enough love to never have to worry about loneliness.
49. The lie I tell the most often is... “I’m okay”
48. I have a job at...a pharmaceutical company
47. I have these pets...none…but I’m working on it
46. My favourite animal is...cats..
45. The worst sound in the world is...fingernails getting srrreeeccchhhhedd down a blackboard
44. The worst taste in the world is...sour milk *urgh!*
43. My favourite movies are...hmmm Dangerous Beauty is high up there....
40. The most interesting adult I know...um. Not sure….
39. My role models are...don’t have any…is that sad?
38. My favourite shoes are...my soft and squishy semi-sneaks
37. The last time I got my picture taken...Friday at work
36. The last time I got money from a parent was...umm while my mom was here, I think.
35. My favourite country besides Canada is...who said Canada WAS my favourite? ....
34. My favourite state (other then my own) is...Georgia
33. My favourite city (other then my own) is...*sniff* Atlanta
32. My favourite body of water is...The Atlantic Ocean
31. If I could be a super hero, I'd be…Deanna Troi
30. If I could raid a celebrity's wardrobe, I'd choose...someone who wears my size.
29. The type of clothes I wear is...lots of long, flowing skirts, loose pants - relaxed but not sloppy.
26. The best age to be is...whatever age you are.
25. My ICQ contact list has...I have not been on ICQ for so long… I don’t even know
24. The best thing about today has been...not working yet
23. The worst thing about today so far has been...missing my bus to work and having to wait for 40 minutes in the cold!
22. My favourite stores are...the kind with GREAT discounts…or book stores…or both.
21. I am worried about...nothing nothing nothing
20. A secret I know about someone is...not something I would share.
19. My favourite pants are...my Old Navy Jeans
18. My favourite shirt is...The soft and sexy teal green sweatery thing I have on
17. The TV Show I never miss is...*blushes* well…. Wrestling I guess.
16. I am a morning person/night owl...night owl.
15. If I had to get married tomorrow, and could pick any wife or husband, I'd marry...maybe Chef. Not sure.
14. An idea that makes sense to me...is developing and exploiting renewable energy sources.
13. If I had to join the military, I'd be in the...RESERVES!
12. I plan/don't plan on registering for the draft...don’t want to, never will.
11. My worst habit is...leaving doors open and lights on
10. My favourite restaurant is...don’t have one
9. My favourite sport to play is...ewwww! me..play sports??
8. My favourite sport to watch is...basketball
7.If your nose itches it means...someone is coming to visit… I think.
6. My favourite clique is...The TRIO! .
5. The worst place to get an itch is...anywhere you can't scratch.
4. My favourite nickname for myself is...Jazzy
3. My favourite names are...Aishah, Jasmyn
2. What do you like most about life? Seeing beauty everywhere
1. Are you glad this survey is over? Yeah…but it was verrah fun.