Spewage

Writing things out provide me with a clarity that I simply cannot achieve mulling them over in my head - I tend to forget too much, too easily. That's not truly accurate - it's not that I forget, I simply lose track.
I plan my splurges for each month. This months splurge(s) were all food related - the BiVersity dinner, and the 100buck dinner for me and Corey. Next monthes splurge is going to HAVE to be an A&P study guide. And an GRE/MAT study guide. And a Petersons Guide to Nursing. Because if - just if - I decide to go back to school (which I want to do anyhow) I need to start getting ready to apply soon. And because of one other thing - one of the schools... actually TWO of the schools that I could go to are in the Cincinati area - where Corey already lives. And if- just IF - I decide to to to school for nursing, it would be most convienent to just move down there....
I'm really scared now. I'm scared because suddenly - this is really really possible.
Eep.
I've yet to tell my mother - mainly because I know that I need a full plan before I start talking to her about it. The fact that she went through nursing school makes her a fabulous resource however.
Oh scary.