Low Blow!

June 28th
*smiles* Me & Uju will me getting large pieces of your mind hmm? I can't imagine why, except for the fact that you want to argue that the things that are going on in your life arte so overwhelming that it prevents you from doing what you want to do... and if that is the case it is a lost arguement on me, because I do not/can not/will not believe that. *sighs* Everything that she is saying I have spent a long time trying to figure out how to say in a way that you would hear & accept what I was saying rather than becoming defensive and feeling as though I was doubting you. *grins* You need a swift kick in the pants love, and she is handing it to you on a platter.

June 30th

Papi,

hmm...it seems like what you were fighting so hard to avoid has landed on you like a ton of bricks. I hope that you can handle the backlash Chris. No longer will you be able to play the innocent bystander as life does funny & fucked up shit.

You can go straight to hell. I plan on telling everybody the same exact things that I told you last night. In fact, I've read her diary and inbetween that and working, I've been writing my response to that. In fact, to you and her and everybody else. I'm not going to let her play doting, ignorant lover. Like I told you before, she said she wanted no more romantic relationship with me. After that, I explored other options. Simple as that. And right now, I'm emotionally unattached from everything in this. So it's pretty easy for me to handle the backlash. And besides, just like you came across in your entry about what happened that day, you made it seem like it was all my doing that we kissed in the store, so on and so forth, so now, you look like an innocent bystander. But I do want you to know ahead of time that I will be telling my side of that too, which as I told you before is completely different from yours.
Annnnyyhooowww.....how has YOUR morning been so far?
Fine until you emailed me with this bullshit.
How's work?
Fine until you emailed me with this bullshit.

Jun 30

Papi,

Innocent? me? hmmm... I did not know that you and her were in a RELATIONSHIP at the time.
Oh really? You read my diary, don't you?
If I did, Memorial Day would not have gone down the way it did.
I can bet. You knew that I was in a relationship with Sam last year too. That damn sure didn't stop you then either. And for the record, I was talking about who made the move on who. As far as I'm concerned, that was mutual unlike what your diary says.
Without that knowledge, how was anything I did wrong?
You are full of it. Anybody who reads my diary knew what was going on.
You see, the problem with her telling you that she didn't want a romantic association is, it was soooo close to when we were talking about our romantic association, love. The timing was amazing, especially considering that she said that on the tuesday AFTER I was in Baltimore.
And when did our relationship start exactly?

Jun 30th

Papi,
Innocent? me? hmmm... I did not know that you and her were in a RELATIONSHIP at the time.
Oh really? You read my diary, don't you?
Yes... and imn your diary, unless I missed that day, you never said that you and her were in a relationship. You said that ya'll had feelings for each others, but feelings do not a relationship make.
You should have read it alot more closely than you must have...


If I did, Memorial Day would not have gone down the way it did.
I can bet. You knew that I was in a relationship with Sam last year too. That damn sure didn't stop you then either.
I am a different woman this year than I was last year. If I was the same woman, we would have fucked over Memorial day....more than once.
Ok, so what is the difference exactly between oral sex and intercourse? I see, you're using the Presidential definition of sex. See, it wasn't really sex. It was just some pussy eaten and some dick sucking... but that really wasnt' sex... yeah ok. I see *your* logic here.

And for the record, I was talking about who made the move on who. As far as I'm concerned, that was mutual unlike what your diary says.

I admitted that I wanted you, that I flirted with you shamelessly, that I felt the sexual tension. I still feel that you made the first move, but I never meant to give the impression that I did not encourage it.
*yawn* ok... cualquier digas

Without that knowledge, how was anything I did wrong?
You are full of it. Anybody who reads my diary knew what was going on.
Once again I repeat, I knew that you all had feelings. But a RELATIONSHIP? as in exclusive? nah babe, I never knew that. again, go back and reread.
You see, the problem with her telling you that she didn't want a romantic association is, it was soooo close to when we were talking about our romantic association, love. The timing was amazing, especially considering that she said that on the tuesday AFTER I was in Baltimore.
And when did our relationship start exactly?
I consider our relationship to have started the second you started talking about you moving to Indy. And that was before I left baltimore, which means it was before she said she wanted to pull back. In fact, we were talking
about you moving when we were in Denny's, which would have been the 28th. When did you think that our relationship started?
As memory serves correctly, when I dropped you off at Leon's, you told me that you *knew* what you wanted and you asked me to find out what I wanted. The hypothetical stuff before then, ie the conversation at Denny's, isn't my marker. It's when we made the decision which was way after that sunday as it was.