Umph.

I refuse to get giddy. :) But I am happy to be proven wrong. Yeah.. he called me. :) I have another date for tomorrow night. And that is all I am going to say about that, and about him today.

I have been having carb cravings like mad, and considering both breakfast and lunch required me consciously giving up bread, I am rather proud of my will power. Also, I willingly passed up on the free ice cream that came with the meal. *smiles* I know that I do not have the right mind set for Atkins. I am looking at this as STRICTLY a diet. Something that I will do to et where I need to be, and then gradually taper off of. I know that after limiting my intake of certain foods for so long, it is easy to continue to curtail the eating of those foods. But, I know that I will not be able to make it without carbs for the rest of my life. Really, I am not even TRYING to. Anyhow…

Work is still dull. I have to slow down in doing what I was doing so that other folx will get a chance to do it. And since I ain’t in a cubby (tho I do have a desk of my own now) I can’t sneak and read, and there are only but so many bathroom break a sista can take in a day. I am going to go and take my passport pictures today so that I can turn in this application. I doubt that I am going anywhere any time soon, but just in case…it is always good thing to have.

I have been slacking in looking for schools, though I have found a few places that look like they will be good for me. Distance learners sponsored by a real school that offered software engineering once upon a time. The problem is finding out when they will offer it again. I guess calling them and asking for information would help.. hm?

Sh. I almost forgot that I am writing this for me… to keep up with my life and the rapid twists & turns of it. It feels good.

*sighs & taps foot* a little under three hours left. I think I’mma go crazy. And SOMETHING I ate must have had a bit of sugar in it cuz I am feeling a little too sleepy.

ummmm coffee. makes my tummy hurt but wakes me right up. :)

Okay. boredom. I am leaving early. Damn this. 20 minutes left.

Stay Jazzed