*shakes head* Yeah.. I might just WRITE my entire work day away... but I have to get this out. I am SOOOO freaking nervous about meeting CAK. I mean.. *whoo* I don't know why.. I just am. I don't know.. I wonder if I am building up inside of myself some kinda fairy tale meeting ... and the actual reality of it will be so fr below that that it will disspaoint me. *sighs* I don't know. I want our meeting to be like our online coversations.. some friendly, some freaky, some funny, some serious... all of it in a almost perfect balance. And that is kinda fairy talish. *sighs* I don't knoooow. I wonder even more what he actully LOOKS like. I mean pictures are well & good and everything but.. *sighs* I don't know..... *laughs* I wonder what he will think of me.... will he be surprised? disaapointed? shocked? I mean... whooo.. we have 'known' each other for almost... damn.... has it been ONLY 3 years? *shakes head* I feel like I have known him fora lifetime and a half..... *sighs* okay.... I had to get that out.. I am REALLLY going to go and do some work now....
Enoguh work... more writing.... *sighs* Okay...goodness I am soooo sleepy.. I need to decide what I am going to wear. Sexy clothes or comfy clothes.. or maybe a little bit of both. I am going to totally Femme it this weekend, which means all dresses. Hmm.. I think I will take the long ones instead of the short. *grins* I feel more lovely in those...I'm going to go home..... changein tosome jeans...stuff abig full of stuffand go STRAIGHT to the launderomat. *yawns* ooohh goodness. hmm.. apprently I got outall of the realserious stuff early. Althought the Tale of the Trio wasn't really THAT serious. Humph.... Walk down memory lane is what THAT was.
Stay Jazzed
Thursday, May 27, 1999
I'm off to see the Wizard...
totally true at 01:41
Labels: friends, rambling, relationships, sex
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